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Saturday, November 27th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:52 pm. |
| Mood: | sleepy. | | Music: | TBS. |
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doing back handsprings drunk= bad results. i hurt my shoulder, really bad. and i have a competition tomorrow. i have to get my hair curled today. i kpet waking up in the middle of the night. and i watched "my so-called life" without any sound at like 4 in the morning, wow-o? on the better note, dana had another party... <3 ah, so mad awesome. im going out with christian thats all <3333
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Saturday, November 20th, 2004
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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
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LAYER ONE: On The Outside Name: erin Birth date: november 17th (today) Current Location: WD Eye Color: hazel Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'6? Righty or Lefty: righty Zodiac Sign: squirpio
LAYER TWO: On The Inside Your heritage: i only know irish.. Shoes you wore today: DC's Your weakness: dont know Your fears: losing friends Your perfect pizza: dominoes
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow Your most overused phrase on AIM: like Your thoughts first waking: no, school Your best physical feature: um.. i dont know Your bedtime: 10:00 Your most missed memory: theres alot
LAYER FOUR: Your Pick Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds Single or group dates: depends Adidas or Nike: neither Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: nestea Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE: Do You? Smoke: no Cuss: yeah Sing: sometimes Have a crush(es): mhm Think you've been in love: yeah =/ Like(d) high school: its alright Want to get married: yeah Believe in yourself: sometimes Get motion sickness: no Think you're a health freak: no Get along with your parents: um, deff. not Like thunderstorms: yea, i like watching the rain, even though its depressing Play an instrument: no
LAYER SIX: In the past few months have you... Drank alcohol: yeah Smoked: =X Done a drug: ummm.. Made Out: yeah Gone on a date: nope Gone to the mall?: yeah Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no Eaten sushi: no Been on stage: no Been dumped: nope Gone skating: YEAH! but i didnt skate.. Gone skinny dipping: no Dyed your hair: no Stolen anything: yeah Lied: yeah
LAYER SEVEN: Ever... Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yeah Been caught "doing something": uh.. cant remember Been called a tease: not that i know of Gotten beaten up: no Shoplifted: umm
LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older Age you hope to be married: 20-25 Numbers and Names of Children: 3 Describe your dream wedding: nah.. How do you want to die: i dont realy know. What do you want to be when you grow up: not sure What country would you most like to visit: not sure
LAYER NINE: In a guy? Best eye color?: blue Best hair color?: blonde or brown Short or long hair: long Height: doesnt matter as long as they arent really short Best first date location: beach <3
LAYER TEN: In The Numbers... Number of people I could trust with my life: a few Number of CDs that I own: alot Number of piercings: 3 Number of tattoos: 0 Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: um.. Number of scars on your body: id say decent amount
LAYER ELEVEN: Favorites Favorite Movie: butterfly effect Favorite Song: alot, emo rocks my socks.. Favorite Band: lots Favorite Actor: umm.. Favorite Actress: no? Favorite Female Singer: uuuhh Favorite Show: Gilmore Girls and boy meets world Favorite Food: not sure Favorite Drink: soda or iced tea
you know i, i could take the place of those pills, ocean blue, paint them white now who you gunna call tonight..?
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| Time: | 6:35 pm. |
| Mood: | depressed. | | Music: | fall out boy. |
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ok, so my fucking birthday sucks my asshole. i hate my life, i really do. doubt me if you wish. i really dont care. im only happy around certain people, i seriously dread going home everyday
i hate this fucking shit >=0
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Monday, November 15th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:13 pm. |
| Mood: | blah. | | Music: | birght eyes. |
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i went to Dana's over the weekend. T came over saturday. he got in abbys skirt, we took pictures. i did his hair in pigtails, we took pictures. T cybered with some gay guy. it was so funny. haha, i love T <3 =)
me and dana talked to some hott bi kid named Steve. he has his lip pierced and was in a band. we stared at him on webcam for a long time.(haha)
im in a blah mood my birthdays in 2 days.. YAY
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Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
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| Time: | 4:51 pm. |
| Mood: | bored. |
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-Basic- Name: Erin Age: 14 until a week Location: WD Sexual Orientation: straight Zodiac Sign: squirpio or whateverrr Favorite Color: hm, pink or light blue Five favorite bands: taking back sunday, brand new, fall out boy, hawthorne heights, and coheed and cambria Five favorite movies: i dont have 5 favorites Five favorite books: you wish. Five favorite tv shows: boy meets world, 7th heaven, gilmore girls, and smallville (i dont have a 5th) Five things you love: music, movies, friends, swimming <3 and lolipops =D Five things you hate: 2 faced people (lots of them) cigerettes, um, its hard to think, i hate alot of things Favorite internet sites: letssingit.com
-Personal- Do you have a signifigant other? If so whats the best thing about them? If no whats the best thing about being single?: i hate being single. What are your thoughts on body modifications?: um Do you have any tattoos or piercings?: no, and yes What do you want to do with your life?: uhhh Tell an embarassing story: i dont get embarressed that easily. butt, sean pantsed me, i didnt get embaressed. but i thought it was funny Tell us a secret: i cry when im drunk, no secret.
-Random Extras- Hobbies: cheerleading..? If you could own only one CD, which would you choose?: a mix Who inspires you more than anyone else, and why?: um What material thing is most valuable to you?: idk Can you touch your tongue to your nose?: nah Describe your personality: you tell me How would others describe you?: you tell me
i have to go to tumbling. yay? birthdays in a week =D
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Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:45 pm. |
| Mood: | stressed. | | Music: | fall out boy. |
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Body: 1. Name: erin 2. Nicknames: wish i knew. 3. Feet size: 8 1/2-9 4. Do you have a crush? maybe 5. Do you like a guy or girl? um, guy. 6. Age your act: idk, i could be pretty immature sometimes 7. Where Do You Live: WD 8. Where you want to live: somewhere hot =) 9. Birthplace:underwood hospital 10. Favorite Salad Dressing: idk 11. Ever gone skinny dipping? yeah 12. What are you watching? nothing 13. Last person you talked to: nick 14. Favorite movie: butterfly effect 15. Favorite Book: ooh, the outsiders <3 16. Favorite Type of music: EMO, and if you dont like it, you can suck me 17. Favorite types of cars: mustangs <3 18. Favorite Saying: id have to think about that one 19. Favorite Fast Food: mcdonalds 20. Favorite Ice Cream: chocolate 21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: ruplaminze <3 22. When Do You Go To Sleep: depends 23. Most Embarrassing Moment: alot. 24. Stupidest Person you know: dana, but i love her <3 25. Funniest Person you know: sarah 26. Favorite holiday: christmas 27. Favorite Food: tacos =D 28. Favorite Songs: i have alot 29. Favorite Television Shows: smallville, or gilmore girls 30. Favorite Radio Station: i dont listen to the radio that much 31. Favorite junk food: idk,i eat alot 32. Favorite love song: uhhh? 33. Favorite Drink: coke 34. Favorite article of clothing: shirts 35. Favorite Animal: my kittyyyss section two - f u t u r e
1. School: college 2. Where You Want To Live: somewehre hott.. 3. How Many Kids You Want: 3 4. What Kind Of Job You Want: hair dresser 5. Wedding song: um.. 6. Pets? a cat, and a dog 7. Car? mustang 8. 5 years from now? um.. 9. 10 years from now? uhh.. 10. 20 years from now? married?
section three - h a v e y o u e v e r
1. Done Drugs: mhmmm.. 2. Run Away From Home: once, when i was little. i dont think it counted though.i went home right after 3. Hit A Boy: indeed 4. Lied: duh 5. Stolen Anything: yeah, that i have done. 6. Broken A Bone: nope 7. Cheated On A Test: yeah 8. Cheated On A boyfriend: uhhh =X =( 9. Gotten drunk: yeah 10. Been With Two guys/girls at Once: um, isnt that called a player.. or something? 11. Been In The Hospital: yeah, but not for me 12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yeah 13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: haha, yep 14. Gone to Church: once or twice 15. Stayed up all night: yeah 16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: nope 17. Been to a camp: ive gone camping.. but not to a camp 18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: yeah 19. Seen someone die: no 20. Gone a week w/out shaving: haha, oh yeah. and it wasnt pretty either. 21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: EW, no 22. Broken something valuable: not that i recall 23. Ever been in love: oh yeah. 24. Streaked the streets: no 25. Screamed at someone for no reason: yeah 26. Said I love you and meant it: yeah =/ 27. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: yeah 28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: haha, oh yeah, rocco. 29. Pulled a prank? yeah 30. Made fun of someone? hasnt everyone
section four - w h i c h i s b e t t e r
1. Coke Or Pepsi: coke 2. Cats Or Dogs: i like them both 3. DVDs or VHS: dvd 4. Deaf Or Blind: blind 5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: both 6. Television Or Radio: tv 7. CDs Or MP3's: both 8. Apples or oranges: apples 9. Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries 10. Gold or silver: silver 11. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate 12. Movies or music: music 13. Park or Beach? i love both <3 14. Hot or Cold weather? hot 15. Sunset or Sunrise? depends who your watching it with
section five - w h e n i s t h e l a s t t i m e y o u ..
1. Took a shower: 5 minutes ago 2. Cried: just the other day, actually. 3. Watched a Disney movie: not too long ago 4. Given/gotten a hug: today 6. Went on myspace: um, last time sarah was over 7. kissed someone: um.. a few weeks ago/ a month or something 8. Said I love you: a long time ago 9. danced: does my cheerleading dance count? 10. did a survey like this? a long time ago section six - w h a t i s ..
1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: theres alot. 2. Your Most Prized Possession: i dont have one 3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: my friends, and my best friend, sarah =) 4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: waffles <3 5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: depends what im in the mood for 6. Your Favorite Slow Song: uhh.. 7. Your Ideal BF/GF: oh ill go all out for this one.. long hair, lip pierced, tight pants, tight shirts, hangs out with you decently enough, and skateboards in his spare time (who cares if hes good, right?) he'll be sweet, and WILL care.-- yeah i think thats about it <3
section seven - w h a t d o i f e e l a b o u t ..
1. Bill Clinton: umm 2. Love at First Sight: cute <3 3. Abortion: NO! 4. Smoking: i think its gross. i wouldnt kiss a smo-- i lied. 5. Death: everyone dies. 6. Eating disorders: ruin your body.. 7. Rap: YUCK 8. Marilyn Manson: cool. 9. Premarital sex: sure.. whatever 10. Suicide: your problem
Got it from Brian, i got bored, i find myself mad or depressed lately. today i was actually happy. WOW
And we had this down...unlike everybody well I'll spend a million nights just like tonight You know I screamed your name at the sky until I lost my voice well I'd give my life for you
You can stay tonight and make everything alright You can hold me down and tell me that you're right tell me whats it like to be alone </b </3
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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
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| Time: | 10:54 pm. |
| Mood: | sad. | | Music: | hawthorne heights.. <3. |
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and the stars arent out tonight, but neither are we to look up at them why does hello feel like goodbye? these memories cant replace these wishes i wished and dreams i chased, take this broken heart and make it right.. </3>
me and sarahss birthdays <3: Me- 15 days. Sarah-6 days.
i just dont know.. </3
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Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
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God, Save me from depression.. </3 =(
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Monday, October 11th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:59 pm. |
| Mood: | depressed. |
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i dont really like school all that much, i feel like im not around my friends as much as i used to be, we're all drifted, so yay? and i find myself getting in alot of trouble for small things. ive been depressed/mad lately, oh well. whatever, you dont care.
go on just say it, you need me like a bad habit
HAVE YOU EVER: 1) kissed your cousin: no
2) ran away: when i was younger i 'ran away' to my backyard behind the tree, with a backpack full of clothes, does that count?
3) broken someone's heart: not that i know of..
4) been in love: yeah </3>5) cried when someone died?: </b> no
6) broken a bone?: no
7) drank alcohol: haha, YESSSS <3 =)
8) lied: yep
9) cried in school:</3> yeah, i dont remember why though
WHICH IS BETTER: 10) coke or pepsi: pepsi
11) sprite or 7up: sprite
12) girls or guys: do you mean, in the like like way? if thats it, then guys.
13) flowers or candy: both
14) scruff or clean shaven: huh?
15) quiet or loud: both, i guess
16) blondes or brunettes: both
17) bitchy or slutty: bitchy
18) tall or short: whatever floats your boat
19) pants or shorts: both
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX 20) what do you notice first: eyes <3
21) last person you slow danced with: hm..
22) worst thing to do: i wish i knew what you were talking about.
THE LAST TIME: 23) showered: like 15 minutes ago
24) person you last called: hm.. sarah, last night
25) had a great time with the opposite sex: today, but its practically everyday, half my best friends are the opposite sex, thanks.
WHAT IS: 26) your good luck charm: um..?
27) person you hate the most: dont even wanna go there.
28) the best thing that has happened to you today: brad actually came out today
FAVORITES: 29) color: bluee =)
30) movie: butterfly effect
31) book: the outsiders =D
32) subject in school: you wish i had one.
33) juice: im not picky.
34) cars: mustang
35) ice cream: mint chocolate chip
36) holiday: christmas
37) season: summer
38) breakfast food: waffles, or eggs =)
39) music to brood to: whats brood?
DO YOU EVER: 40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night: no
41) do you save im conversations: sometimes
42) save emails: no
43) wish you were someone else: sometimes
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
45) cried because of someone's mean words: no
BEST: 46) cologne: idk, they all smell good to me.
47) friend(s): sarah, shannan, brad, sean, my newest, Tenzin, cause hes mad easy to talk to <3
48) kiss: the best one? wow. idk
49) favorite memory: i have alot
50) most recent advice given to you: umm.. i dont remember
DO YOU 51) color your hair: no
52) have tattoos: no
53) have piercings: yeah, my ears
54) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yeah
55) own a webcam: no
56) ever get off the computer: yeah
57) sprechen sie deutsche: um what?
58) habla espanol: sure.
60) quack: rocco?
HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: yeah
62) smoke: eh.
63) schizophrenic: uh, no
64) obsessive: no
65) compulsive: no
66) obsessive-compulsive: n-o
67) panic: sometiems
68) anxiety: hm.
69) depressed: yeah, i find myself depressed alot lately.
70) suicidial: uuuhhh..
71) obsessed with hate: no
72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore: no
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: california
74) can you do anything freakish with your body: uh, i dont really concider any of the thigns i can do 'freakish'
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive: eyes
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: sure
77) would you marry for money: how much?
78) have you had braces: i have them now, unfortunatly.
so scream i heard about your message, and how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists
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Monday, September 27th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:42 pm. |
| Mood: | sick. | | Music: | dashboard confessional. |
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hm, schools been ok. had like 2 tests/ quizs what ever you wanna call them, i got a A+ in SS, and a C on the sience quiz, dont really care, lol. lately ive been hanging out with Abby, at chem or southwood. whatever floats our boat. the weekend was good/ bad.. everyone already knnows the good and bad things, and if you dont know, your loss. k? =) jk but yeah.. thats about it.. well im gunna go watch TV or something, then sleep, cause im sick and im tirredd =( </3
<3 i love you so much, Brian
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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| Time: | 6:59 pm. |
| Mood: | depressed. | | Music: | taking back sunday. |
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schools ok. its not that bad. i dont give a shit about hanging out with Brian anymore, cause when i complain its jsut wasting my breath. it doesnt mean anything but anyway, on the better half. i hung out with abby after school today, mad cool 8-) umm, we went to southwood, and mainly hung out with T, and all these other mad cool people. cause Brian skated, nothing new.
ok, thats it.
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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
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um, schools been ok. doms in all my classes except one, art. T's in my art which is mad cool. but i suck at drawing, so yay for me. lately ive been gettin pissed off for the stupidest reasons, and its not PMS. so if i seem pissy, sorry.. um, today i had cheerleading from 12-8, which sucked /
ok thats about it. <3 i love you, Brian
I can't see how the way that you leave me alone makes us close. I must be out of touch. I won't ask you to give up on the things that seem to keep you gone But I can be gone too
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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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orientation was yesterday. it was ok school today, it was also ok.
fuck yooouu </3
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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yeah, today fuckin sucked.
=(
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Sunday, August 29th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:04 pm. |
| Mood: | sleepy. | | Music: | nothing. |
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last week hung out with everyone, and brian <3 and today i just got back from baltimore, stayed there the weekend with shannan, it was alright. not too fun, ok so we were bored, we called jim and planned everything, me, shannan, jenny, sean, joey, jim, maybe jennys friend tim, and maybe brian if his mom says he can, oh, and MAYBE heather also. and i think thats it hopefully jim can get his car, cause if not we're screwed for the whole thing friday we're going bowling from 5-9, i think
ok so your fully updated.. =p
<3 i love you, Brian
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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:19 am. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | Q102. |
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um.. nothings really been happening lately. cheerleadings same old same old. this weekend im going with shannan to baltimore <3 =D uh, been hanging out with Shannan, Jess, Brandon, Sean, his brother Joey, Courtney, then Joe, Shane, and Brian oh yeah, me Sarah Dan and Brandon found a bird, we named it Minze <3 it lived 3 days, and died =( i loved that birdyyy =P haha im a loser, but anyway, yeah thats all thats been going on.
<3 i love you, Brian <3
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Thursday, August 19th, 2004
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| Time: | 5:02 pm. |
| Mood: | rejected. | | Music: | yellowcard. |
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who has a boyfriend, who is obsessed with skating? who doesnt find try to find the time to hang out with you, cause a board with 4 wheels and grip tape is better, who ditchs you, cause his friend wont go with him..
i fuckin do!
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Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
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| Time: | 2:33 pm. |
| Mood: | tired. | | Music: | the early november. |
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hm, nothings really been happening.. i have cheerleading tonight. this weekend i think me and sarah are going camping <3 =) i went over maegans today, i went through the cat window. haha colin get bringing up last weekend and what i was saying when i was drunk >=0 it was pretty funny tho ok, ill write later
<3
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Monday, August 16th, 2004
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uuhhh. i had tumbling on saturday, sarah went and watched, after taylor came over, sarah and i ordered food, and ate. we had fun <3 was up til 4 playing OR, hahah. you say would you rather do blah blah blah infront of blah blah blah or do something else infront of someone else, haha the same too good, and i get all detailed, and tell storys while im playing, haha. its mad good <3
uh, yeah. thats it
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